Perfectly understandable, I initially wasn't thrilled either though mostly because this came with a cost increase. I think the Watson was down to $65-80 last time... this stuff's $105. Could be worse, I guess. At least it's not the atrocious $130-150 for Depo or Enanthate. Or even worse, we could be in the midst of another extensive and long-lasting shortage of T... my nightmare (finally got a spare vial though so I've got my @$$ covered for that likely future scenario. Going to cycle it out with the new one and repeat indefinitely). Honestly, they really have got to figure out what the problem is there because it really shouldn't happen. Ultimately, as long as there actually still is a relatively affordable T available, I'm happy. Really could be worse. Just imagine if West-Ward hadn't launched theirs...
Well, we really are no different from other guys on TRT once we've been on TRT for a while. Nearly every risk or benefit is the same for us and them. I don't believe there would be any variance in such a study, by and large. And fortunately, most studies do result in around a 50% reduction of mortality overall when compared to men that aren't on TRT (and most studies are conducted on older guys too so I think that really speaks volumes). I'm sure as long as you take care of yourself, you'll be alright.
And actually, my new Endo went into that a bit and I have to agree with his opinion. It is far less dangerous to be on exogenous T than it is to be on exogenous E, where clotting risks are concerned. I mean, even really low-dose E in the BCP's can cause your clotting factors to go haywire. I can't seem to find any case studies of that ever having happened to anybody on TRT while on an appropriate clinical dose. I really do have to think that most reported problems with T represent the bulk of abusers (I mean some of them take the whole damn vial at once... crazy; of course that's going to cause problems).
Well anyhow. Cholesterol truly is the primary culprit of heart disease. Only thing that's ever gotten mine controlled was a whole lot of olive oil (uncooked; Mediterranean kind of dishes). If that's out of control, you're guaranteed to run into heart problems eventually. Particularly if it's your triglycerides that are sky-high (mine have been, since quite a while before T). Though, the 'diet' necessary for that is kind of pricey (I mean, there's really no way to do it on less than $100 a week) so that's why I haven't really been able to deal with this in a couple years now. Hopefully I'll get it corrected before any serious damage is incurred. It is definitely not the fault of T though. It's my only remaining health problem carried over from other and thankfully former endocrine dysfunction. And actually, I feel that being overweight itself raises it more than anything else, and so does actively burning fat for that matter (my labs revealed that) so it might not be quite as bad as it appears. At least it's only 200, not 300+.
But then, in that particular area we Americans really do have the smelly end of the stick. Our majority of food options are horrendous for Cholesterol (and weight). I don't even really eat red meat for crying out loud. So much for that being the foremost cause of high Cholesterol. Nope, it sure isn't.