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Started by RebeccaFog, October 27, 2007, 06:06:49 PM
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Quote from: Rebis on October 27, 2007, 06:06:49 PMmy community is invisible like meI pass as somebodybut not as me
Quote from: Rebis on October 27, 2007, 08:09:25 PM Understanding has brought me some contentment. There is some sadness in feeling I may never have others of my kind to play with. Though, I know you're all out there. Somewhere. As lost to me as I am to myself. I've been feeling a little like crying. Don't worry about me, though, I am achieving some personal accomplishments in my life now.
QuoteWhy can't I get this mask off?There is no operation for methere is no definition for me
Quote from: Rebis on October 27, 2007, 08:09:25 PM Thank you both. I'm just trying to to get to the essence of my issues. I'm trying to be simple and to cut out the clutter. Hi Buttercup, I can see a happy ending in that I believe I understand myself now very well. It is worse to not fit anywhere and to not understand why you don't fit than it is to not fit, yet to understand why. (if you send me a nickel, I'll translate the previous sentence for you) Understanding has brought me some contentment. There is some sadness in feeling I may never have others of my kind to play with. Though, I know you're all out there. Somewhere. As lost to me as I am to myself. I've been feeling a little like crying. Don't worry about me, though, I am achieving some personal accomplishments in my life now.
Quoteback to the cage I gogive me the whip, master,I will apply it myself
QuoteI have to make my own mebut that is not who I want to be - making my own me
Quote from: buttercup on October 28, 2007, 05:15:11 AMI think you have some wonderful qualities Rebis, intelligence, understanding, empathy and a great sense of humour and that even when you feel like crying, you take the time to help someone else out. I appreciate that and your poetry even more. Are you by any chance a counsellor? if you're not you should be. Just wanted to let you know that you are a special somebody and you are not by any means invisible. I hope you feel better and thanks for sharing your poems.
Quote from: storm on October 28, 2007, 05:16:43 AMThat's really beautifull Rebis. It really did touch me; makes me feel kind of sad, but not bad at all! And kind of understandingspecial these parts to me;Quoteback to the cage I gogive me the whip, master,I will apply it myselfQuoteI have to make my own mebut that is not who I want to be - making my own me
QuoteNo rewrites. Just reality
Quote from: Seshatneferw on October 29, 2007, 05:43:55 AMYes, beautiful, both R & Z. Thank you.The other big, and related, sad thing is that if I pass too well as something I'm not, how many others are there? Even being as I am, I tend to see others as male or female, and most of the time don't dare to believe that the few who successfully present as androgyne really identify that way. Give me the whip, indeed. Nfr
Quote from: Seshatneferw on October 29, 2007, 05:43:55 AMThe other big, and related, sad thing is that if I pass too well as something I'm not, how many others are there? Even being as I am, I tend to see others as male or female,
Quote from: y2gender on October 29, 2007, 08:46:04 AMQuote from: Seshatneferw on October 29, 2007, 05:43:55 AMThe other big, and related, sad thing is that if I pass too well as something I'm not, how many others are there? Even being as I am, I tend to see others as male or female, Indeed, how many of us are there? It's virtually impossible to tell, since so many of us are invisible and pass as something other than who we are, and not everyone who dresses androgynously is androgyne. For all I know my neighborhood is full of fellow androgynes and I don't even know it. I'm going to have to hone my "andrar" <z making up words again, andrar is the androgyne equivalent of gaydar> skills to tell who everyone is, either that or we all have to wear signs >zythyra