Hello all i have been apart of this site for awhile with an account that kinda hid my identity because i was not ready to talk about it

but anyway my name is Ryan and i am 31y/o MTF who has just started this past summer with my journey, through all this i have talked to therapists, realized i have depression and that i have been uphappy with who i am for a very long time without actually being able to admit it

as far as it goes i have been on spiro now for about 3 months and about 3 days ago i started on E, for once in my life i feel relaxed and happy and sites like this have helped with that

sorry for the long post but i just wanted to finally say HI in more words then 1

carey965

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Oh ya i have done a lot of reading on here. And thanks for the welcome

It's nice to finally be happy and not hide this anymore. I'm still not fully out to the world but that is more due to the fact that i believe my son should know before so he can be prepared. This is the hardest part of all of it. I just don't want people to treat him different because of me.

Hi, welcome to Susan's Place! Are you using Carey or Ryan?  I'm the resident Bostonian. See you around the site!

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The carey is my last name. I actually plan on keeping my name. I like it and i dont regret my life before this. A lot of good things have come out of it

The carey965 thing came from years ago when i opened my ebay account of all things. I just hit 3 random numbers and that's been what i use for everything now

Ryan it is, then!

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