Being that today is Valentine day's, i will rant in red. I have never celebrated Valentine's day like i would love to do it. My ideal Valentine's day would go like this...first i would put flower petals on the bed. I would then cook the best meal i can whip up from scratch. I would have my fondue pot ready to go with melted chocolate and that would be the dessert. Anyway, who ever my lover would be..I do have someone in mind but unfortunately they do not see me like i do.  Anyway, I would enjoy a nice candle light dinner under the stars. For me that is only a dream, I want someone who will love me for me. That person is out there somewhere...I don't know i guess i sound like a hopeless romantic. 
But anyway, i would greet this person with a hug and a kiss. I would bust open the Moscato wine and enjoy the pleasant conversation that comes after. A girl can only dream. 

Monika, you seem like a beautiful person, the lucky person will come along in due course. Hang in there and you'll have your day. 

If it makes you feel better, you'd be right up my alley if I wasn't in a supportive marriage. Aside from the karaoke, we have all the same interests. So, I hope it gives you some reassurance.

Chocolate fondue and karaoke... these are two of my favourite things!

Hang in there Monika, hopefully next year you shall celebrate that Valentines with a very lucky person!

Awww thank you guys. You are all so sweet. I hope so..    I hope i find that someone.