Hey everyone.
sorry for reviving the old topic. I was the user 'Mazarine_Sky'. My account has been deactivated, probably because of non-use. I just wanted to put some closure on this topic.
The past six years have been incredible and tumultuous and overwhelming. When I first started this topic, I was 18. Sexually inexperienced, low self-esteem, and full of dreams. I'm still full of dreams, But not the other two.
More importantly, I know more about myself. Sometimes I wish I would have begun taking hormones back then. gone to college, took up theater. But in many ways I'm glad I did what I did. I no longer feel like I have to express myself as female. Rather, I'm quite comfortable with identifying as 'genderfluid'. These forums provided a lot of help and answers to me in my earlier days, and I'm eternally grateful.
I'm still in the Army, and I've done two tours in Afghanistan. They want me to go on another one, but I'm all burned out. I'm leaving the Army. I'm still young at 24, and I look like I'm 19! I can't wait to get out and finally be free. To express myself the way I want to, as a genderfluid, pansexual person. Go to school, take up a major in chemistry, get involved with theater. I can't wait. I'm so excited to finally be able to live my life.
Thank you all for your help.
Also, does anyone know what happened to Annwyn? we lost contact a few years back. I know I'm grasping at straws, but by any chance does anyone know how I can contact her again? It would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks again.
