^ The things I'll never be able to change

Anyways, those things get me pretty dysphoric. Once I'm on T nobody would notice my wide hips except me, but it still bothers me... it's not supposed to be that way, y'know? My hips and waist should be equal.

And bone structure, you know how females have a slightly different bone structure "down there" for birth and stuff? I'll never be able to change that. Idk why it bothers me so much because obviously no one would see, but just knowing that something's wrong with my bones is just... horrible. Say some horrible thing happens to me and my remains are just bones (knock on wood), they wouldn't be able to identify me, but they would know I'm "female". Like when I'm buried, the bones would be the only thing left. I know I'd be long gone and it wouldn't matter anyways, but it's just really annoying.

yeah man, i totally know what you mean. just the thought of those unchangeable bone structure differences makes me dysphoric as well... especially the wider hips part.

to tell the truth, i've also thought of the bone identification issue. it annoys me, too... sometimes i get mad over it, which is kind of strange, considering i'll be long gone anyways.

I always worry about doctors seeing my bone structure (pelvis especially) on X-rays and questioning it.  Haven't had anyone do it yet - but definitely one of the most strangely annoying and dysphoria-inducing aspects of having this body.

You could get cremated.

I know exactly how you feel about the disgusting female structure. My shadow showing the curviness is even enough to disturb me.

I feel the same way about it 

Me too, but I have to try not to think of it otherwise I'll get more depressed and dysphoric. I hope that when I take T the fat will redistribute so it will no longer be visible. I don't really have wide hips, so hopefully it's possible.

I have large hips too and on t my upper body has started forming the masculine upside down triangle shape. This helps make my hips look smaller. Try working out your shoulder and back muscles out with pushups

I have wide hips. I'm trying to just stay alive forever. That helps with physical and social stuff. The longer you can make it, the less likely your sex will be something people will even care about.

I like the idea of bulking up to hide my skeletal structure, but ding ding guess who's only 159cm tall.

My hips to half down my thighs are one of my worst dysphoria zones, gotta get some real life Photoshop on that.

My hips (and their interactions with my waist/shoulders/legs), height, and underlying facial structure are the things that cause me the most dysphoria. There's a reason I'm trying to force along transition at the youngest age possible -- I need to at least hope they're still malleable.

(I'm physiologically 15 from blockers anyway, but I doubt being on them for 2.5 years after still experiencing a chunk of puberty is healthy. Lupron is a hell of a drug and even if the claims of cancer and permanent disability are false all these hot flashes are difficult to deal with.)

Quote from: reddon on February 21, 2015, 07:35:15 AM
My hips (and their interactions with my waist/shoulders/legs), height, and underlying facial structure are the things that cause me the most dysphoria. There's a reason I'm trying to force along transition at the youngest age possible -- I need to at least hope they're still malleable.

(I'm physiologically 15 from blockers anyway, but I doubt being on them for 2.5 years after still experiencing a chunk of puberty is healthy. Lupron is a hell of a drug and even if the claims of cancer and permanent disability are false all these hot flashes are difficult to deal with.)

I was put on Zoladex for the first 36 weeks of my HRT. The hot flashes are completely and utterly hogswash, if I didn't get menstrual cramps as bad as I did I think it wouldn't have even been worth it.

Coming from the other side of the fence, I wish to have what you guys have. And for the longest time ever (a few decades), I wished that they have some sort of mind transfer machine, so we can just swap bodies with correct mind, won't it be wonderful if we can do that? No more of this dysphoria.
Alas it might never happened in our lifetimes at least

Quote from: jfong on February 21, 2015, 07:47:45 AM
Coming from the other side of the fence, I wish to have what you guys have. And for the longest time ever (a few decades), I wished that they have some sort of mind transfer machine, so we can just swap bodies with correct mind, won't it be wonderful if we can do that? No more of this dysphoria.
Alas it might never happened in our lifetimes at least

If I'm correct, I think we.. run at each other and.. smack our heads together?

Quote from: Tripdistrans on February 21, 2015, 07:51:38 AM
If I'm correct, I think we.. run at each other and.. smack our heads together?

lol if only it is that easy..we need some sort of imaging chamber or other futuristic tech in aiding the head butt session.

Quote from: jfong on February 21, 2015, 07:55:31 AM
lol if only it is that easy..we need some sort of imaging chamber or other futuristic tech in aiding the head butt session.

Hm. So the head whacking only works for Lindsay Lohan then I suppose.

Shout out to people reading through the forum archives in 3015, we need your futuristic tech plz and thx.

I've found that bulking up my shoulders has made me feel better about the slight hip curvature that I have.

One of my exes used to kvetch about what he called "girl butt" on guys. He pointed it out to me often enough that I still notice it, and it's comforting to be reminded how many average cismen have relatively feminine bodies.