Fill in the blank.  I'm curious to see what your "if" is.
I often wonder how far my gender expression would slide IF _____.  And maybe a 2 part question: where would it slide TO??

I put fem in the title but obviously sub for masc or andro or whatever your particular flavor is.

I'll go first!  IF it wasn't so important to me to hang onto my role as son and brother I believe I would go full time and start more permanent transition procedures.  i.e. facial Laser Hair Removal I would do tomorrow. In the future, possibly FFS. SRS is not in the cards for me.  Though I know some effects of my current HRT will remain even if I stopped right now, I believe it's only my desire to hang on to my male incarnation for my family that's keeping me from indelibly changing my body such that it would be impossible to revert as "neccessary". 

What 'bout you?!

It's an interesting thought as I slide the slippery slope myself.
I have always known that only SRS will do for me but each slip opens a new world of amazement but also fear and uncertainty.

I love the changes so far, but fear being stuck in the middle. I only want to be Female as that is who I am and want to be done.
I like thinking that there is no way back now even if I change my mind, which I wont.

At the moment I am more sitting on the fence as the changes are slow but steady.

I have little to hold me back unlike others so will let the E slowly corrupt me for the better.

So Jenny07, not really an "if" but a "when"? I'll bet that certainty is comforting tho perhaps the urgency is not.

I wonder IF I will ever make it. It's not an easy journey.

ahhhh! I understand now, thx for clarifying!

Well If I was able to without having to worry about anything or expenses, I would like to try living as a girl 24/7 to experience a life as a girl and to see how I like the experience. I'm not completely sure of my gender identity but more and more I feel that I do want to be a girl. The that is the thing though. I'm not sure if this is just a fetish for me because I have a  feminization fetishes or is it something more.

I feel like if I was able to afford GRS, that would probably motivate me to transition a lot faster. I've been going at a very lazy pace so far, letting it happen very gradually. Expense is the biggest thing for me. I'm already out to everyone who has any reason to know, so that's not an issue.

if i could, id click my fingers and go back in time and change my y chromosome to an x in utero. as it is, the slippery slope isnt slippery enough im running down that slope shaving everywhere to reduce aerodynamic drag (and to have nicely shaved legs).
living as a male is a burned out ghost down thats slowly disappearing behind me. i dont miss it. onward.

I often wonder where I would be if I didn't get married and still lived alone.  When I lived alone, I used to dress nearly every day.  I know my fem wardrobe would be much larger than it is now.  I have often seen dresses online that REALLY liked and would have ordered if I wasn't afraid of my wife getting to it first.  I think I would likey have even gone for an outing by now.  I wouldn't be full time Fem, but I would be much more often Fem.

i split up with my gf a couple of years ago and that was partly the reason, just so i could live alone. well, that and kill myself.  i couldnt face another minute as a fake guy let alone decades. glad i didnt do that. and these days shes extremely supportive about me coming out and my progress.. shes pretty great. glad i did do that.

Quote from: alexbb on February 22, 2015, 11:07:53 PM
shes extremely supportive about me coming out and my progress.. shes pretty great. glad i did do that.

I wish I could say the same about my wife, althought I haven't told her directly.  I have dropped hints at every opportunity.  She seems to just ignore it, and she has even told me (when suggesting I dress to spice upt the sex life), that if I were to dress up as a woman, it wold have the opposite affect  to what I am looking for. She had a very unsupportive attitude when I suggested dressing for halloween too.  So for right now, I just do it when I can, when she's not around.

oh dont get me wrong, there was 0% chance of the relationship surviving, she found absolutely no aspect of my femininity sexually attractiive and has had several bfs since me, but shes been super supportive and we remain special friends, which makes me happy. it was a big weight on my mind and im glad im single and can do whatever i like without worrying about another person in the relatinship. on the other hand i have a friend, a girl, whos partner is going through mtf transition and she absolutely loves it, so, goes to show you never can tell!
tbh im quite looking forward to dating guys as a girl, and by dating i mean boning hehe!