After being on Lithium combined with my hrt, I was worried I was too happy, cause that's how I was feeling for a while, then all of the sudden Niagara Falls came when i watched Disney Fairy's: The Neverbeast! That creature and the relationship to the fairies, made me think of my passed away dog major. I could not help myself. I was even in public at the ymca and i just had to start crying. Well I am so glad that I feel human again and not a robot on caffeine. 



In fact after watching how fawn interacted and how she has brown hair and brown eyes like me, I found myself thinking I am like Fawn in alot of ways. Shawn/Fawn hmmm 


And I have cried at movies like these before. But this time it was more intense, i felt the emotion differently and thought about it longer after i watched it. Maybe silly to some people to cry over a make believe character, but I know its more than ok.

Feels good don't it?
Since I learnt to stop bottling the tears loads of fictional things have made me cry, many episodes of Dr Who, Babylon 5's final episode and the final episode of Farscape almost flooded half of Bristol.
The tears from real life things in the last few years could fill an ocean.

I even went through a phase where I couldn't give my Poopie his ritual goodnight speech as I kept thinking that one day I'd have to say this for the last ever time, I've gotten over that and returned to saying this to him every night.....nighty night Poopie, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite, nighty night (ended with a kiss on the top of his head).
For a while I couldn't get through that without floods of tears

Sometimes having a good cry can be therapeutic. Yesterday I almost started balling when one of my long time friends call me the best friend in the world via text message. I held the tears back because I didn't want to ruin my makeup

Quotefinal episode of Farscape

Yeah I cried at this before hrt actually. I still cried at things before, but now they seem more fulfilling.

Being able to cry freely can feel very good. It's an odd feeling to try to put into words, isn't it?

I always cried at movies prior to HRT. My wife would call me names and my daughter would elbow me in the  ribs. I would tear up and be able  to use a tissue or two and it was not that bad really. Post HRT I cry and there is no way to hide it.

Crying when things get to be too much happens and afterwards I feel better. It took me a few times to realize what was happening and now it is just natural.   

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on February 22, 2015, 07:22:48 PM
 

Yeah I cried at this before hrt actually. I still cried at things before, but now they seem more fulfilling.

I thought I cried a lot when I first saw that episode, after starting hrt I cried enough tears to sink Moya, in fact I started crying long before the teary bit just because I knew the teary bit was coming up.
You're right about the tears being more fulfilling once on hrt, it's as if the tears mend a rift in your soul.