I realize now how little I know about my "new" body. The first check up visit I had with my surgeon we talked about the fistula but he couldn't really see it properly because I wasn't healed enough for him to pull back the foreskin to see it.
This time he pulled it back really far, further than I ever have and asked me where the pee was coming from so I told him. From my actual pee hole and next to me pee hole there's a flow of urine too. He then said I don't have a fistula next to my pee hole like i thought and its just that my foreskin is to tight and is laying like a wrapper around it so it catches up some urine and that makes it flow from my pee hole and next to it. I was so relieved and I could tell he was very happy too because he smiled and said is the pee only coming from here and pointed too me penis I said yes, he said not from here? And pointed to where my peehole used to be before surgery (below the penis) I said no, then he said this is great so next surgery I will only do a moms resection and testicular implants and I will fix the foreskin so that the urine flows normally in one stream and don't splash around anymore. I could tell he was very happy because there was no fistula because its so common.
I also haven't had any strictures and I have no bladder infections etc so I feel that I can really relax and consider my surgery a success in every way even though my recovery wasn't the greatest.
The next surgery is going to be in June or July and I will see him again in May. I asked him if it would be okay if I started pumping and he told me to give it some more time and that I'm still healing.