Hello how are you? I was told by some people to actually get some feedback in this part of the forum so maybe has the same that I do and can help me out.
I' am a 27 year old guy. I've always been fairly passive, do not like to get into fights or argue with people. I'm not "manly" in that sense or have a hard time being the alpha. I've always felt very feminine and my body says the same about me in some ways. The thing about me in comparison to transsexual people is that I think I want to be more masculine or maybe I've been lying to myself but anyway... that's another part of my issues.
Here are some facts about me. I have slight gyno, mostly puffy nipples with larges than average aureole. My hips are a little wider than average men. Not too much though. My face is pretty masculine, however I have very thick lips especially the upper lips. Like some women would kill for having my upper lips from what I've been told multiple times. I do have facial hair but it's very weak. Don't have any on cheeks but yes everywhere else including neck. Hair in my body is fairly ok. I've always had a big butt and some cellulite in buttocks area. My pubic hair patterns looks like it's the one of a woman too. I can't really tell since I was a little confused about distinguishing those patterns one from the other. I have small and thin fingers, but a normal palm. I thought this could be something like kinefelter's but I don't look that feminine compared to cases I've seen on google. My penis is barely average (according to the global standards). I'm around 5.25 - 5.5 inches erect but it's actually thin as well. My testes seem normal sized or at least no doctor ever said anything about them.
So what I'm asking here is if someone knows or has similar things to the ones I'm describing. I've been feeling very feminine over the years and it feels as if it's getting stronger. My hormone levels seemed to be fine tho, actually pretty high since I was in the 700s and my estrogen levels were around 100 but inside the limit of 120 or something like that. Feedback would be very appreaciated since I'm trying to see if this is my problem or if I'm actually transsexual or not although I've always been annoyed but not having a masculine body as other boys/men my age. I'd guess if I really was transsexual I'd be happier with feminine looking body features when I was growing up. One more thing to discard, I've been at body fat % below 10 before and the puffy nipples or buttocks cellulite never changed so I'm discarding not being as fit as a reason.
Thanks a lot !
