i know i haven't been on in awhile but i just want to update something here, i finally got on hormone replacement therapy, i know its been so long since ive waited for this moment and im finally happy that i got my life going in the direction that i want it to go, but yes im now on estrogen and spironolactone been only a month so i still have a long way to go also i decided to change my name from Lavinia to Monique and i dont know how to update my username anyway i just wanted to write this and let everyone know that i am still here on the forums and that i never forgot anyone on here.