A more proper introduction:
I am just somebody who does a lot of computer work, some paid and a lot unpaid. I have had trouble with my sex (sex more so than gender) for probably the latter 2/3rds of my life. There's not really anything I could do to change the sex part. Only in the past month have I given up trying to dissuade the idea.
What I don't understand is, why the sex part and not the gender part? I don't really feel that comfortable assuming the whole gender role but would feel incredible normal if I was mostly still me except the other sex.
... A little voice inside of me says that a lot of the subtle things I do already fit the role, as I type this.
So, well, I'm not really sure how to handle all this. I'm hoping I can figure out all what I should do to proceed, since not doing so would conjure up a very deadly feeling at this point.
