About getting an orchie: I have noticed people on here say that if your SRS is 5 years or more in the future, then you should get it. Mine is about that amount of time in the future so I don't know if I should do it, since that's a looong time for the skin
to shrink / atrophy and cause problems for SRS.
on the other hand it's also a long time to let the high amount of spiractin and estrogen possibly damage some of my organs. So I don't know.
the other thing is my hair: since starting hormones it has gotten thinner and I had thick hair to start with. A user pointed out to me that it could be due to genetics. my mom has thin hair and so does my one sister. does this mean my genetic code for hair might have been switched over to my mom's type of hair? That's so sad if it's true.
FFS: it's so expensive and because I seem to pass well enough to new people it should only be on my list after SRS is done. But I really feel like I need it to make myself feel better about what I see in
the mirror or in pictures. I believe it will make me feel a lot more confident, and who doesn't want to feel more confident. The thing is I dunno if I will ever be able to afford it and that makes me quite sad. like everything surgery wise is so far in the future and we all wish we could get it now, heal now , start living as that dream we hold in our minds now.
that last part seems more like a rant than a question lol, but anyway I would like opinions and stories of how you handled the above if you don't mind. thank you