I've my top surgery in a week from today, and while I'm happy, I can't help but feel nervous about how my chest is going to turn out. Also my "friends" are out of town for spring break the week I recover, so I'm going to be alone for the majority of my recovery. I think my dad will help me out, but he's incredibly busy with his work, and I can't ask any other people I know in the area because they don't know I'm trans. Hopefully the narcotics will knock me out for the first few days and my recovery doesn't take too much of a toll out of me. Heh, and to think that I already told friends about my surgery happening and nobody even bothered to ask if I wanted/needed help, and when I mentioned to some of them that I would appreciate a hand or two, they all came up with excuses.
So I'm going to be spending a week or two bored, lonely, and in pain. Fun. At least it'll be worth it in the end.