i'm Nicole have been on hrt rlt bit have been off the "wagon" for a few years.( bad relationship, i wasn't fully committing myself out of fear) had to move back in with my dear old dad, he passed away not to long ago, "so get a job" well here the thing the breakup,fear twisted me up. felt bad about the way things were (but under dad's roof name is legally changed but the beard swear gnomes w/ super beard grow come in at night ) so i kept it under wraps. and stay at home to help dad didn't look for work (yes i'm a silly bunny) Now i feel the need for heels (you thought i was going to say speed lol
). This time it is stronger than ever, just got to be me to that end not on hormones but my breast are a wee bit tender and sore does that mean they are still growing?
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was wonder if just spirolatone + herbs would be enough/ or hrt w/ herbs (yes i'm jell'n you gals with c and D for crying out loud lol)
i stand 5'7" (love that ) need to lose a few pounds but when i get the mones going again it will go to good use ( i think ?) i have been full time planing on staying that way (but life happens to you when you do that) if i can get some things going again (confidence relax etc) things would be ok
the biggest change this time OCD w/ my breasts lol day dreaming about breast feed, it is a experience i want to go through, but expressing would be the next best thing one time while i was driving my friends jeep to get gas or whatever cause me to be there i guy walks up "anyone wish you happy mother's day?" well i blush (as i am now thinking about it) "no" well happy mother's day" this made me feel very special and accepted
and i want that again. even been looking all over the internet for "stuff" (yes i purged like a banshee) but maybe it is better my taste are better, or so i hope and w the internet i can get all the chic,girly cool stuff i want and need boot heels you name it and been looking in to how to keep a man happy (leave it at that, it is not as me being a "man" but me being a woman doing does things) yes want ffs grs to me not to use it for it's intended purpose is silly not bent on having sex all the time or trying to bed the 5th fleet just saying
love to have a place like this to talk to other ladies who know what it is i'm feeling
love to hear from anyone about the breast soreness/tenderness
Love Nicole PS:MR Lenard nimoy RIP
