For the past few days, I been in the dumps. Life sucks, Im fat and ugly, yadda yadda no guy ONLINE message me.... so what do I do on a Tuesday.... eat a bowl of ice cream and watch Twilight?? NO! *Maybe tomorrow* But tonight... I went put to a gay club and three guys thought I was good looking. And then the hottest guy at the club *club full of uglies though* came out to me and flirted with me. We made out, shame on me, but he was really sweet.... andb hes tall. Not handsome but cute. I know.... im not gay but im still in guy mode.


As depress as I am.... as fat as am I am.... a guy thought I was hot enough to make out. (Im in Korea.... stds are low and his lips look clean and he look safe to kiss).

I guess it could had been I was questioning  i still had it, desire for boyfriend, but he approachme 1st. Im just so happy and no longer depress. For now. Im going on a diet tomorrow tomorrow though