Something happened again last night. I looked into the sky and had that moment where it felt like a new set of eyes was looking up. I also felt like the Creator was looking back at me and smiling, I felt no shame and no worries. I felt as if in that one moment, I could embrace my female side and not worry about anyone,anywhere questioning me as to why I am on this path. It was remarkable.

Also around this same time, I find myself having daydreams that involve being loved and in a relationship, finding myself far more intrigued and satisfied in the daydream by being emotionally attended to vs the usually psychical fantasies I would have.

This whole perception thing and how my mind feels and thinks, it creeps up on me and surprises me almost every day!

Hugs and keep entertaining positive thoughts

and looking up places and situations that inspire you

(: That's a beautiful thing!

I think, when we let ourselves have these moments, it means we feel we're worth something- to feel like you can have an emotional connection with someone else, that's a pretty wonderful thing to have! It also means we're worth something to ourselves when we look into the mirror, or have a moment to just... let ourselves think. About anything. And be moved by that... ugh. That's awesome!

That's a nice positive thought!

Quote from: Orchid on March 28, 2015, 04:53:30 PM
(: That's a beautiful thing!

I think, when we let ourselves have these moments, it means we feel we're worth something- to feel like you can have an emotional connection with someone else, that's a pretty wonderful thing to have! It also means we're worth something to ourselves when we look into the mirror, or have a moment to just... let ourselves think. About anything. And be moved by that... ugh. That's awesome!

Your so right...I am starting to see my own self worth, i felt defeated before and was super depressed, staying home, playing games and eating pizza, which then killed my back and caused more pain. I now can move about and i feel like I am more like the wind again.

You know, I came to that realization too when I dropped the shackles and set myself free by coming out and starting transition. And yes the sky does seem like a nice place. Even nicer with a telescope.

Quote from: ImagineKate on March 28, 2015, 07:49:03 PM
You know, I came to that realization too when I dropped the shackles and set myself free by coming out and starting transition. And yes the sky does seem like a nice place. Even nicer with a telescope.

wow...i was saying that last night while i looked at the moon. I need a telescope now lol

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on March 28, 2015, 08:05:53 PM
wow...i was saying that last night while i looked at the moon. I need a telescope now lol

Get one. You won't regret it. Not less than 130mm refractor though. They are cheap enough and you can see Jupiter and Saturn.

Even though I have been involved on and off within the armature astronomy culture and seen so much over the years, seeing the night sky on a clear day still leaves me breathless.