i ordered a binder from underworks three days ago and its status says "delivered" since a few hours ago but i dont get my mail directly so i'm anxiously waiting hoping to get it from my landlord -who receives all the mail and gives it to the people living on their ground- very soon. Also very stoked to go to the family doctor next week to ask for a refferal for the medical center aaaaaaah

To the people who say just don't think about something. Guess what it don't work

Quote from: immortal gypsy on March 26, 2015, 07:41:07 PM
To the people who say just don't think about something. Guess what it don't work

"White bears"  can be pretty hard to shake.

If you're not sure what I mean by "white bears" it comes from the thought experiment in that link. It's some pretty interesting stuff. 

Where else can you go where you can go from discussing makeup to the advantages of pulling your pud?


And I'm currently a bit disappointed in a couple siblings. I do remember to call them on their birthdays. Oh well, at least one brother and his family texted me the other day for it.


And that head shrinker prep thread made me look up actual head shrinking. not pretty... 

So when I went to the mall the other day with my horse hair in, the officer complimented it.  I told him, it's just supposed to last until after I come back from my trip, and he told me that maybe I will come back with a boyfriend....

*sigh*

I have the kitchen to clean up and some washing to do in the laundry.  Praise be to God for the gift of such minor concerns.

Well I had my chest surgery yesterday. It hurts. Lol. He has me wearing a binder for several months 24/7. I can take it off in a few weeks to shower, maybe, but until I can take it off I have no idea what my chest looks like. It's so swollen it's still as though I have boobs. I guess only time will tell.

Quote from: birkin on March 28, 2015, 08:42:33 PM
Well I had my chest surgery yesterday. It hurts. Lol. He has me wearing a binder for several months 24/7. I can take it off in a few weeks to shower, maybe, but until I can take it off I have no idea what my chest looks like. It's so swollen it's still as though I have boobs. I guess only time will tell.

OMG CONGRATS, BIRKIN!!!!  I'm sooooo happy for you!  It has been a long time coming.  I would give you a virtual hug, but I wouldn't want to damage your virtual chest, lol!

Thanks!! I am happy about it  and hoping the results will be worth it. With how swollen they are now I'm terrified I'll have to wear a bra still...but I doubt it and I will cross that bridge when I get there. And yeah hugs are definitely not an option lol I can't do anything with my arms.

Quote from: birkin on March 28, 2015, 11:50:38 PM
Thanks!! I am happy about it  and hoping the results will be worth it. With how swollen they are now I'm terrified I'll have to wear a bra still...but I doubt it and I will cross that bridge when I get there. And yeah hugs are definitely not an option lol I can't do anything with my arms.

Haha!  Make sure to take it easy, man!  I'm sure you will fall in love with your new chest. 

Finding work controlling my life, working 7 days and not enjoying it.
I wonder when I will get to the male fail point. It's so hard keeping a grip. I don't want to but can't yet. If someone had her way it would last week.
I love what little time I have off, as I don't have to hide it.
It's amazing how low dose has done so much. I hate to think how fast full dose would have worked.

Hmmm, what top surgeon to consider...

Quote from: King Malachite on March 28, 2015, 11:56:02 PM
Haha!  Make sure to take it easy, man!  I'm sure you will fall in love with your new chest. 

They didn't have to shave the chest at all which I was happy for. It's the one thing that makes it look half decently manly in my eyes at this point. But it has gone down a lot in swelling and I can see it's gonna be ok. I wasn't too happy with my grandma. I was over at her house yesterday and in pain and whatnot, trying to get on the couch comfortably and she called me "she" twice. She corrected herself but it was still hurtful considering that I'm going through all this because I am not a she in the first place.



Also three years on T and been out to family for 5 years or so....

I'm thinking about how good it is that I haven't fallen asleep saying "no, no, no" since reaching self acceptance. I could never understand it before, didn't know why it happened...

Im thinking, sometimes you just have to say... "What the F#*k, and go for it"....

I built a rack to hold 100 bottles of wine today and now my back is killing me.  I'm thinking that rack is about to have 99 bottles in it.

Quote from: Jill F on March 29, 2015, 07:09:01 PM
I built a rack to hold 100 bottles of wine today and now my back is killing me.  I'm thinking that rack is about to have 99 bottles in it.

sounds like the beginning of a drinking song...

An alien egg my roommate brought home. I'm worried

Quote from: marsh monster on March 29, 2015, 08:39:51 PM
An alien egg my roommate brought home. I'm worried

Burn it with fire before whatever is inside hatches and decides to give your face a friendly hug

Quote from: immortal gypsy on March 29, 2015, 09:13:15 PM
Burn it with fire before whatever is inside hatches and decides to give your face a friendly hug

I'm locking my bedroom door just in case tonight