I saw the profile of some hot and sexy actress/model on Facebook. Now, today's one of them days that I as a guy wish that I had real female curves. Now we know the male body is sexy too, but the female body shape is more appealing to look at. I would also yearn, as a guy, to date or marry some beautiful actress/model. Fit women they tell me are hard to find. If I can change my hormones immediately, it will set the foundation for my dream body.


I don't think this way all the time, though. Today I do, I wish today that I can be a beautiful woman, doesn't matter about a specific hair color or whatever, I just like womanly beauty.

Thank you for your honesty with yourself.

Me, I want a flat chest and a six-pack. I lost the stomachdefinition that I had for a while when I had to stop my karate training, but I was proud of it. I need to work on getting that back, and getting rid of the milk bags.

Still,I have to make sure it's something I won't regret over later.

Take your time... You gotta know transgender does not always involve hormonal treatment..

You can be a crossdresser, a drag queen, gender queer (no specific)

Or maybe it was just a phase?

Give more thought, who will you become through this transition, your ideas, thoughts prior to this moment..
You can be as feminine and womanly as you want, but do not rush.. Take time, unless you have jolts of memories that establish your identity.

Also do not connect your sexual oreintation with your gender..

Figure out your gender identity, your gender expression (which may/will change), and your possibly changing sexual attraction, seldom but it will be your experience.. Your growth.

With hope you find the right path.

Hormones work miracles! In 3 months, I gained 1.5" on my hips and lost 4" from my waist and now have a 9" difference between the two.

fifi is very right, you can want to be womanly and still love women, men, or whatever type of person you like/lust after! You also are perfectly good taking your time to think on it before starting something pretty big like hormones.  The changes from hormones do not all reverse or stop even if you stop taking hormones, so it is good to learn all you can about all the possibilities, even the undesirable ones.

No one's sexuality or gender are fixed, and very few people can truly be simply labeled as anything.  Labels are just shorthand and if you don't feel a need fo them that is fine too.  But it would be worthwhile for you to investigate genderqueer and other gender and sexual expressions. Men can look perfectly amazing in women's clothes if you are ->-bleeped-<-- there are many ways to boost your curves that do not have to be hormones.  That being said, I am very happy with what testosterone is doing for me!    I know you can find your path and hope you can enjoy the journey