Well. I guess the cold shoulder of abandonment hits hard. I couldn't live a lie anymore and took a chance. It's all right I'm a rugged little camper, but the really of how some view trans is hard when it hits home. It's weird I did it on the spur of the moment, then after it sunk in what I actually did and sending pictures of me I realized it probably was going to have this outcome. It's all right it's more important to move on because this is so much who I am. I think I finally buried Steve may he rest in peace.