So lastnight I went girlmode in front of a few friends and started having a few. By a few.. I mean probly a few too many. lol.. the fun began when the first one noticed me and saw how I was dressed. I had gone from full on working boymode covered in grease, oil and metal shavings from work.. to about how I look in my profile pic. Large difference. But he took full notice. His eyes lit up. And said playfully "Hey there darlin, lookin fabulous!" with a big cheesy grin. He meant it as a compliment I think. I took it. It was the first one I've ever been given by a guy. So other ppl keep showing up and no one is really saying much. I haven't asked anyone to use a different pronoun or name for me.. I don't mind it. I am who I am and every is accepting me, which makes me happy. So after a few more drinks the first bout' comes out. "So, I have to ask, and plz dono'ot get mad, but are you going to change your name?" I answered yes and we talked about that for a bit. All the while.. I keep catching all the men trying to sneak looks at my boobs and other girl parts. lol.. it's cute really. I can't help but be happy about it and take their looks as small compliments. They obviously like what they see.. or they'd stop looking. My opinion. Then later (even more drinks) one of them makes the comment "I have no clue what those are... but I must say those are some VERY nice boobs!" lol.. so funny. Made me blush like a 12 year old girl.. I still took it as a compliment and said "well thanks hun".. i mean.. what am I gunna do? slap my friends for looking? nope. I put on my cutest clothes and best makeup.. I should just expect it. The whole night was great. I was flirted with.. stared at.. had my butt slapped.. and had more compliments thrown at me than any girl deserves.. and all by completely straight guys. well.. one of them I question.. but that's ok. He was cute anyways
The part of all this that is just downright hillarious is that these guys have known me for years. They never knew I was trans till recently.. and they had never seen me in girlmode until lastnight. Either I'm doing something RIGHT or the beer goggles were just too thick. But thismorning instead of handshakes during the goodbyes.. they all wanted hugs. And not "brohugs".. I mean I put my arms around their necks and they put theirs around my waist. I was accepted as nothing less than the ranks of some of their favorite party girls. I love life right now. lol
