Its a little strange and hard to explain but I am just a woman now completely.  I think contrary to what some may say the hormones changed me a lot.  I know I was always a woman on the inside but had no idea it would be so natural to change genders. However the hormones did something to my brain.. when I say I am female I mean I am female.. I like guys a lot now.. have no interest in women.  I can't wait for GRS so I can date.  Dudes are fun.  I can't believe I am even saying this.... but its true.
Life goes on. I have been full time 4 months now. I am confident and have no issues.  My body is changing fast for some reason at this point does not make sense to me but the changes are good.
I am doing body shaping surgery June 18th.. ouch.. so I have not been dieting.. they use fat and move it around.
I have never been so happy. I do not feel the need to self medicate as I did in the past..I am a whole person now.  I think if diagnosed MTF we should get much more help than we do.. medically.. its ridiculous how little we do get and I mean even cosmetically..   Things are changing.. I am so glad they are.
Dodie

QuoteI can't wait for GRS so I can date.

Why wait?  There are supportive partners out there who are OK with different pantal configurations. 

Like me.  No, it's not an offer!  I've already got a GF. 

OMG,
Well, I am still kind of going through this weird puberty thing.. I get crushes on guys... totally but want my first experience to be after GRS.. I would try to date but I know they would want more.. so I will wait...
Until then will just have to suffer!!! LOL
Dodie

Good to see you are still being yourself and loving life.

Body shaping, wow.

Congrats girl.

I know what you mean....

I feel whole, complete.

Hugs

Jen

*wave* Dodie - knew you couldn't stay away ;~)

I feel the same mentally. Even though I don't identify strictly as female, HRT has definitely rewired my brain.

I'm totally boy crazy. I also think boys are so much fun. I love their impulsiveness and passion. But I'm not waiting for SRS. I've begun dating.

It's just so wonderful. I've been pleasantly surprised by how many 'heteroflexible' guys are out there ... who see me as a girl with or without surgery.

Life is rad huh :~D

Great to hear Dodie!

Hey Chicks
Thanks for the welcome back.
It's wonderful support from u all that helped me make it this far.
I am really so busy but need to stay involved in our community.
Luv ya
Dodie

Congrats young lady.

I know exactly how you feel --- wonderful isn't it

Good to see things are going well.

Cindy I pinch myself... so so happy... did have a small setback last night will post for others now...
But ok now... its a girl thing.
Dodie