I have never wanted to believe in heaven until now my sweet Karii - if there is a heaven, and I pray that there is, I know you are there laughing at us in your snarky condescending but love able way...I miss you so much my dear sweet sister...my heart breaks every day knowing you are no longer here with us. Why wasn't it me who died and not you...so much amazing life ahead of you...so many amazing accomplishments in your incredible short time with us. In the months since you took your life there have been so many changes all around us..and so much more to come that you should be here for. The pain that I feel everyday without you I know cannot compare to the unbearable pain you were in - I love you like no other person in my life and always will.
