Hay everyone, I'm Amber. I have recently been told that I can start HRT for male to female soon and I am crazy excited. I am 25 years old, and I have spent most of my life until now hoping for death because I was born in someone else's body. After I came out my life flipped, and suddenly I had a chance to live as myself (It feels sorta like waiting to be born).
This last month has been bothering me a TON however. I am constantly worried over my face, to which sometimes I break down crying. I am terrified of it, and for years I let my appearance slip because it just wasn't my face. I never have used my face as a profile picture, and for years (before I was out) I have coward away from mirrors (sometimes even covering them up to avoid looking at a stranger's face) I have sometimes been told that it is feminine (even before coming out) but I am very genuinely bothered by it.
Hopefully I am nervous over nothing (I may be drastically distorting my appearance, and on the bright side is I can stand to look at it since coming out) What does everyone think of it? Do you think I will need FFS? (I am required to have some degree of facial surgery for a deviated septum)
PS. My hair's on being bad right now. I intend to grow it very long
