Quote from: Tossu-sama on May 06, 2015, 02:08:00 AM
Wondering if I'm making a huge mistake of riding a bike to work instead of taking the bus...

Considering it should start raining today it just might be a terrible mistake.

Haha this mistake is familiar to me. Except in my case I overestimated my cycling abilities and wore myself out so bad.

Give it a couple of days and the muscles will catch up, in the last week I've been reminded of this doing inclines which left me out of breath one year ago, now it seems like nothing. it's all relative.

Quote from: Adam (birkin) on May 06, 2015, 12:05:04 PM
Haha this mistake is familiar to me. Except in my case I overestimated my cycling abilities and wore myself out so bad.

Quote from: antonia on May 06, 2015, 05:52:38 PM
Give it a couple of days and the muscles will catch up, in the last week I've been reminded of this doing inclines which left me out of breath one year ago, now it seems like nothing. it's all relative.

That's good to know. I really need to commit to daily bike rides to get back into it.

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I'm thinking about how I feel bad that things fell out with the one friend at work. I have no one to blame but myself. I really messed up. But I reconnected with my other friend. We had a nice night last night, I'm slowly getting more comfortable around her, I'm hoping that we can start doing other activities together so that I get to know her really well. She's a nice girl and she's a good person to have in my life because she has clear boundaries and she really has it together.

She also calls me out on my distorted thinking about myself or situations I am in if I am not in a great mood, kind of brings me down to earth a bit.

Might as well recycle this post. 

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on April 25, 2015, 11:21:08 AM
The picture thread cesspool is overflowing again! 

There, I'm saving the environment! 

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 07, 2015, 12:33:00 PM
Might as well recycle this post. 


There, I'm saving the environment! 

lol, I had to say something...

my signature line says it all, lol

Mom will be eating me for dinner tonight. This haircut might get her pissed. XD

Quote from: DragonBeer on May 07, 2015, 05:11:22 PM
Mom will be eating me for dinner tonight. This haircut might get her pissed. XD

Wrong thread! 

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 07, 2015, 05:43:41 PM
Wrong thread! 

No, that's actually what I thought. XD

"Dragon, it's what's for dinner!" 

Conway Transport tried to recruit me today, saying they really appreciate women truck drivers and there is a $1000 sign on bonus. I declined. I'm helping my class mate/ co-driver out. Then I'm going to another company.
Still, it's amazing to have recruiters practically bashing down the door to hire me. I've never had that happen. I'm glad I put my CDL before everything else because it's job stability like I've never had.

I've even been considering giving up on being a full time VFX artist.

Someday we will look back at this moment and plow into a parked car.

I need a punch in my face cause I have a test on Monday morning and I havent studied yet

I'm thinking, like often, what the hell am I going to do with my life from now on..

I love all of the little cheap trinkets I can get from China on Ebay.

I need to call in the morning to find out if my truck has been fixed. If so it will be time to get back on the road. My Co-driver is on home time in South Carolina. My Aunt and her Cousin (Who I've always called an aunt) only live 30 minutes away from his home. I might be able to see them when I go pick him up. I havent seen any of them in probably 18 years. They know of my transition but, that's about it I think. I wish my parents were closer to get to.
And, I am so glad they will never read this. But, I think I have a crush on another truck driver. She is gorgeous, smart and has been through a lot in her life.

Sweetie suggested that maybe I should get a CDL but driving the highway in the rain at night gives me panic attacks.

I'm thinking that I'm very happy now that warm weather has finally arrived.

Quote from: Dee Marshall on May 08, 2015, 07:29:57 AM
Sweetie suggested that maybe I should get a CDL but driving the highway in the rain at night gives me panic attacks.

If that's the case, pursuing your CDL probably isnt a good idea. We drive in all weather unless it's extreme or heavy snow or the road is too icy.

My truck isnt ready. So I'm probably stuck here for the weekend.

In the past, my mother has told me that I can talk to her about anything, and I would tell her that I would hold her to that one day.  Part of me kind of hopes that she says this again, so it can sort of "open a door" for me to come out to her.  It is getting harder for me to hold it in.  I know I will have to in a couple of months, but dang, I just wish she would be supportive, but I know she won't.