you mentioned upping your e dose. just watch your blood tests and keep it low. i started mine high for medical reasons for mental clarity:) tried to rid of adderall, but didnt work! i lowered the dose, and ouch! they are sensitive and growing.. i always heard from others that lower doses causes growth as long as your t is low.. there is a thing about hgh, but maybe someday.. (no doses were harmed in this message:)
as for shape, i asked an old girlfriend not long ago since my wife wouldnt comment. my friend said "thats why young girls get training bras!" i was suggested to even sleep in a good wired one. i found a 38b at sears that i yet to find its equal! the front clasps are soo much easier to wear.. but dont get padding if your "training".. this is what i was told, and seems to be working. my 38b's are making my wife jealous with her 36b's. i keep this up, i may have to get her a boob job just so she doesnt get jealous.. we been married over 20 years, i hope that wont be the issue? i think i have a ton of other reasons for her to dump me, but so far as long as she can understand this gender issue is different from sex, we will be fine:) her only issue we had when she found out, was for months she was positive i was going to leave her for a guy! after 20 years, even going though this, i can only say if i would end up liking guys, i still will never leave her:) anyways, her testosterone level is higher than mine and my e was higher than hers on the last hormone tests, so maybe she was right, just didnt realize she was my guy;) night all!