I do at times consider "quitting" but more on everything than just hrt or transition...I know I could never be a guy not even an effeminate gay guy... if I quite I would quit period

Never. [emoji724][emoji777][emoji727][emoji435][emoji732]️[emoji135] Nope. No. Not once. Zero times. Can it be a negative number of times? Negative infinity divided by zero. There.

yes , you can have negative to infinite oblivion.

Apparently I'm the only one. I can't say I've seriously contemplated giving up, but I'll have a momentary lapse on occasion...sure. But then I remember that my my new-found mental stability is fueld by estrogen, and I'm back on board pretty quickly.

Not once

It's a good thing too, because with pellets it lingers. Once they're in, they're in for a good long bit.

My endo told me about another one of his patients who had started with pellets, and two weeks later decided he didn't want them. That is at least 4 months of quick feminization, if not much longer. By month 4 on pellets I had small B cups Poor guy!

Sometimes I'm troubled by the whole process. Often thinking why do I have to be like this?
I never miss taking it. I have cut back but still take it daily. Levels are still very good.
I do love how I now feel compared to before. So much better and less troubled.
I love the changes it has made and the new squishy bits I have, not giving them back.
All I have to do is remember how much I hate T and what it did to me to keep moving forward even if only by small steps
After getting close to 2 years I won't stop ever.

I've stopped quite a few times due to pressure from my wife, and once a few years ago for surgery. The (only) good thing about stopping is that it helps confirm just how much you need HRT - I felt even worse after stopping than I did before starting, and very time I started I felt great. Eventually I couldn't take it any more and just gave up, and I've been on HRT ever since.

Quote from: Jennygirl on May 26, 2015, 04:25:14 AM
My endo told me about another one of his patients who had started with pellets, and two weeks later decided he didn't want them. That is at least 4 months of quick feminization, if not much longer. By month 4 on pellets I had small B cups Poor guy!

I asked my endo about this and he said they can be removed, but he's never done it. I expect it would be quite unpleasant though.

After my first few months of electrolysis and estrogen, I was convinced they weren't working and a few months after that, I accepted the fact things weren't meant to be and I was destined to be a miserable ->-bleeped-<-ing human being for the rest of my days. A year after that, I found a new doctor with a new HRT regimine and began to slave away at ->-bleeped-<-ty jobs to save for transition. Now there is no quit in me, way past the point of no return there.