First of all, I'm sorry if I ask the wrong question since I really like to ask a lot questions and think before I act and do anything stupid. It's my first time to start a new topic on this forum.
And doge is my favorite meme. lol ( I can't think of a nice username.)
I graduated from high school and I'm going to study in college. I now have 2 monthes long vacation.

I'm genetically male.
Since I read some femboy comics and other crossdressing stuff on e-hentai, it have always been my daydream to dress like a  pretty girl and go out with some friends ( can be male, I like both genders. ) or go to somewhere people won't recognize who I am.
And it is my pleasure to be called cute or pretty. my classmates did it before and I was really happy about it.
And I always want to be a girl. Or just be a girl for few hours.
I wore my grandmother's dress before when she's not home. It made me really excited(not pervertly excited). She's shorter than me but she's fatter and her shoulder is wider than mine. :3

I wonder how I buy girl stuffs such as clothing, make-up tools, and other things.
Should I go in and ask if it looks nice on me or may I try it? I got in the store once before and my inside-voice is like telling me "you are wasting money and you won't be pretty, you are a sick and crazy dreamer." So I just walked out without buying anything.
I'm considering going somewhere far enough that people won't remember me. And I don't have any friend who can help me.
I keep it secret and quiet.
And where should I hide all the things? I share my room with my dad( I don't have mom :\ ) since my home isn't very big.
I don't want my family to know this because if they know, everything is going to be LOUD and I don't like it loud.

I already accidentally work-out too much and got too tall. I like running and jumping everywhere when I was little. Though I don't have much muscle but I legs bulk up a little and they don't look as good as pretty female stars.
I want everything to be perfect and nice. D:

I'm 174 cm tall, 65 kgw, 18 years-old. ( sorry about my bad english.)
Does guys like tall girls? I asked some friends of mine and most of them like little girls more.

I'm already taller than the average height of both gender in my country( in Asia ).
Everywhere I go I see many girls and not many of them are taller or as tall as me. It makes me feel weird and depressed. Like it's telling me I'm a sick crazy person.
My goal is to be a pretty "trap" that people want to hang out with.
I'm already trying to keep my hair long now because I dont know how to wear a wig.

I may not be the Ultra-Best person to give advice. (I bought one dress in my life, and that was because my friend egged me into it. I latter donated the dress so my parents wouldn't find it.) But what I do know is that if you have the money, and the time to find them, good clothes exists out their for any body style and size, and might I say yours sounds very reasonable. Maybe look for American brands, I am about your height (the conversion chart is a bit fuzzy but +or- 5cm and you have a good idea or 5 foot 9 1/2 inches if you want to convert it yourself) and I have quiet a few female friends just as tall as me, if not a few inches taller in some cases. If you want the easiest most private route the internet is you best buddy, but you need to find a good shipping method. Second hand stores might also provide a good opportunity, as they don't ask too many questions usually. As for hiding things, I couldn't tell you how to do it in good consciousness my friend it's a mystery to me to. By the way, no matter how deep you want to dive in being a girl/woman what is wrong with being pretty? Nothing that's what, and their is nothing "sick" about wanting to feel cute, or hang out with a group of girls your age and just have a good time. Be safe, and as always, thank you for your time, Z was here.

Online shopping can do wonders for those first clothes. Thrift stores are great also. You can always say you are buying for a friend/ sister, etc.

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Quote from: LordKAT on June 17, 2015, 03:11:21 AM
Online shopping can do wonders for those first clothes. Thrift stores are great also. You can always say you are buying for a friend/ sister, etc.

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Sorry I don't know much about online shopping. And my family is probably going to get the package before me. XD
Anyway I really appreciate this. I'm planning to go shop somewhere super duper far that no one won't meet me ever again and tell the salesperson I lose a bet. And try to figure out how I hide it.

You could have a package delivered to a friend or even a drop station. Then pick it up yourself.

You could try to say you are working on a costume or got a part in a play.

Just walk in, find what you like & buy it, come on GF.

Welcome to Susan's Wow

Look forward to seeing you about the forums...

You could get a post box and order online, or as Francis Ann said....

FWIW, I used to buy clothes and just say "is it OK to change them if they don't fit (her)?" (years ago when I used to get embarrased)

L Katy

Ordering clothes and makeup online is the easiest way to get things if you are uncomfortable shopping for women's clothing in guy mode.  If you have problems with delivery, then rent a mailbox at a mailbox store.  They are cheap, and no one will ask questions.  And if someone does ask, you can always tell them you are a photographer and the clothes are for the models.  Come to think of it, that one might work pretty well in the stores, too.

My wife knows about my cross dressing and my gender situation, but I still have to hide things sometimes in order to avoid being chided for spending too much money.  So some of my girl stuff goes in the drawers underneath my guy clothes, for now.

Quote from: FrancisAnn on June 17, 2015, 05:06:36 AM
Just walk in, find what you like & buy it, come on GF.

Right on Francis.  The fear is between our ears while shop keepers and owners are there to help and sell stuff for $$.  I am sure you won't be the first or even most interesting person they meet.

They have a deep fiscal interest in you;-)  It may take practice and Lord Kat is right on about the thrifts for trying styles out. 

You can do it and express yourself your way.  Have fun!