By the way, you should have enough post to go into the profile and make yourself a girl. Also if you have a female first name you want to be called by, you can put that in the banner area and people will pick up on it when posting with you.

I need help I feel emotional distress when you give me a choice to pick male or female I feel terrible I just want you to pick female for me and I don't ever want this to go away if I am female because it makes me feel well it's a nice feeling

BBGURL I think should take your time, especially when you are having issues with doubt. Inform yourself on what it means to be trans, explore your feelings, and try to recognize what the source of your doubt is. I see this is in the youth section and I realize that you might be in a hurry to either stop or prevent puberty. It's hard I know, but I think you have to move at a pace that doesn't flip the world upside down in very little time. Moving too fast can be to much change all at once. Give your emotions time to catch up to your mind. It's a lot to comprehend.

I would recommend seeing a gender therapist. They can help you with your doubt and they can help you find doctors if a medical transition is right for you.

Also move at your own pace. Nothing about a transition is fast paced the hormones usually work pretty slow. There is no list of things that you have to do first in order to transition successfully, aside from surgery in some State/countries.

You don't have to pick anything now if you don't want to. There are may people on this web site like you that haven't started to change their gender yet who pick the gender they want to be. If you change your mind, you can change the setting. I just thought you might like a pink box with an F by your name but that is for you to decide.

If you want to set it, you go to the top of the screen where it says profile and pick form profile. that is where you can change the setting.

I wish i could have been just a "normal" cis-girl 
Im starting to highly doubt my trans from depression im actually starting to convince myself that im not trans at all but it never works. Im trying all i can to stop it but oh well. When i hear the word girl or her or she even on someone else i feel weird like jealousy but depression and weirdness as well. I don't know what to do whenever i look at a form what do i pick. I wan't to pick female. I think. but when my mind says i am male or not female i really try hard to recover by putting i am female thoughts in my head so very depressing. 

You don't have to pick anything or you can put it up and if you don't like how it looks, you can take it back down again. The decision is yours.
If it troubles you to much, don't change it now, just remember you can change it if you want.

With my luck something beautiful and amazing such as being a girl could never happen to me so therefore its not possible. I have the worst luck in the world.

It can happened but it take a bunch of work. I did it and it's far easer to do today that it was when I did it. I also know how to do it and am willing to help you in any way I can. Others on the web site will do the same. We only need you to ask us for our help and then do what we tell you to do.

Pink looks good on you

Quote from: BBGurl24 on July 06, 2015, 01:16:20 PM
With my luck something beautiful and amazing such as being a girl could never happen to me so therefore its not possible. I have the worst luck in the world.

Just try to calm down, and simply enjoy things if you like them.
Concerning luck, its internal restraints that make such things happen.
Try to relax and it will get better.
Of course you are a girl. Just enjoy and try to relax.

hugs

Wow have i lost insight of who i am today. Just Wow. 
How was i even trans in the first place.
Sure ive always been timid and am timid but wow. just wow
Btw your all lucky to be girls when i have to face this

I hope that's a good thing.
What do you want to do next?

Its not a good thing i've lost insight of the girl in me. Shes gone running off somewhere i gotta find her. Shes so awesome. I wan't to bring her back and put her back into me.

She is a little scared and after she calms down she will be back.

Whenever im not depressed or anxious and i do girl activities is when i feel her the most. Its awesome such a pleasurable and cherishable experience

Good 

Quote from: BBGurl24 on July 06, 2015, 01:40:49 PM
Its not a good thing i've lost insight of the girl in me. Shes gone running off somewhere i gotta find her. Shes so awesome. I wan't to bring her back and put her back into me.

Yes... you will always find her.

My remarks were meant encouraging. If you listen to your feelings, what gives you joy, you will always be able to contact her.

Its when people begin to doubt that things might happen... which might let them think of not so good luck.
Its like when you get nervous and start to tremble, that some things get spilled. Just try to relax and remain calm and things will be ok.

hugs

The fact that you want her back tell me she is still inside of you and that there are two girls inside of you. The one girl that makes you happy and the girl that wants that feeling back. I am sure you are a girl.

So if i wasn't trans i wouldn't want to be a girl? so like i would enjoy being a guy?
Because i don't enjoy it one bit i can't even act girly at all.

Quote from: BBGurl24 on July 06, 2015, 01:55:43 PM
So if i wasn't trans i wouldn't want to be a girl? so like i would enjoy being a guy?
Because i don't enjoy it one bit i can't even act girly at all.

That is correct. If you were a guy inside you wouldn't have either of the two girls inside you. You would never think of it. The fact that you are trans means you have both these girls that want to come out all the time. They want to get out so bad that it causes you to be depressed. My girls got out a long time ago and when they did, the depression ended and I am only happy inside.

Im only depressed right now because i have a feeling like one of them went shopping while the other is trying to find her. So now i don't feel girl at all and it doesn't feel good at all i feel happy when i feel all girl.