As I get older (49) my severe exhaustion due to my unaided obstructive sleep apnea is really catching up to me. My ability to cope with life's stresses is much harder now. Yes I have gone for help for many different sleep aids but nothing works for ME>>>

I did a 100% purge with all my clothes and tossed my months hormones out.

It is so hard to live with exhaustion. I have tried to many medical devices and treatments and I have one last shot at an E.N.T. coming up in 2 weeks.  I hope this doctor has the want to help me.

Because with having no support group and certainly no friends who supports me and or is against this life change makes my life a huge struggle being all alone.

Luckily I still have my prescription for next months, but it hurts inside not being on them. I have my Suprefact, I so regret doing this last purge. 

Not being able to work in my situation, makes everything more difficult. If I could just get some quality sleep, things would be so different.

I could be much stronger mentally and make all the right choices... No this has nothing to do with my HRT regimen or anything, just my exhaustion level is high it makes life so much more difficult.

If you are unsure about how lack of sleep can you affect your mind, body and soul. Google sleep deprivation as a form of torture in the wars.

I WANT TO GET MY LIFE BACK!!!

Ginger...