Yesterday I went out with my family just to get out of the house and we went shopping for my siblings' school supplies as well as some Summer clothes for my sister and mom. I hated just sitting there as they were looking for a bra for my sister and buying these nice shorts and blouses. And, seeing all these women just enjoying themselves shopping really just made me wish I had already started hrt so I could join in. Then as I'm walking around I see my reflection in a mirror and I remember why I don't really like to go out. I felt so upset just thinking I can't believe this is the person everyone sees and after that I just wanted leave. Afterwards we went to my aunt's for dinner and I found out my cousin is pregnant and I felt such an odd feeling of happiness later followed by sadness that I would never get to be pregnant myself. It was just one of those days. [emoji20]

~Michelle~

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Awww, cheer up, it can't rain all the time!  Go get yourself some icecream!  Or maybe I will, hehe.

sorry you hit a speed bump

Yeah, definitely not one of the best days I've had but I'm having a fun day today. Thanks for cheering me up. Hahaha Ice cream does sound good in this hot weather!

~Michelle~

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I hate days like that, everything seems to snowball from the first little thing to constantly increasing degrees of severity. 

It helps me to have an anchor, something safe that I can try to take myself back to.  A memory or previous "win" for me.  Just something to break the cycle.

I'm glad you're having a better day today though!  Sounds like it finally stopped raining for you. 

........Now where's that ice cream?