Dear[insert name],
all this time I sat and thought. I thought about all the things I wanted to say to you. things like memories, the times we spent, the tear we shed together. the moment we met, it was like.....a fairytale. you looked at me and smiled at me; my knees went weak. your voice was like silk. I can't even begin to tell you how many goosebumps I got. (giggles) I remember at that moment, you promised to protect me always. you kept that promise in times I was in need. you took on all my battles, you shouldered my pain. even at times I hated you and wanted you gone, you stood right there, still with that smile that always pulled my heart. the times I cause trouble and times I became angry, you still stood there, calming me down. when I got bored of my life and wanted to end it, you stopped me and said there isn't a reason to end it because it'll just be as boring if not worse than it is now. when everyone else left me, you stayed and loved me. as time went on, you aged. all my stress, my pain, my worries and fears, you took them away from me. I can see it in your eyes that you were fading away. the sleepless nights you stood watch over me as I slept, the battles you fought just to keep me safe. you kept pushing. there are many many other things but let's just leave them alone. I love you but I also hate you. the only one in this world that could melt my frozen heart. the only one that I can truly care about. so for now, I'll let you rest, for now its my turn to watch over you. rest peaceful until we meet again.

sincerely yours
[insert my name]

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I absolutely loved this. Part of me felt like it was a eulogy to your former self. Part felt like it was directed at someone else. Very heart-felt


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Dear [insert name],

a spinning world this is. a world full of uncertainty, mystery and undiscovered things. nah, i chuckle at the thought. i find things to be a bore and uninteresting anymore. things that were once funny, are left within the dust of dullness. so easily is discouragement, the ghoulish fates of many, the cries of the past left behind in the sorrow filled haze. falling, falling, falling ever deeper, the cliffs become smooth and climb-less. but yet i find myself lost in the haze of wonder. at night i let my dreams flow. laying in a wide open field, the wind blowing as the grass and the tree tops bind with ever gust. the clouds riding by, changing. neither peaceful nor sad of a moment was that, but i just lay there thinking. what if this world just turned to ash, what would become of it? from the ruin of what was, what would form next? i know i know, but i cant help but to wonder. i find it hard to believe that any thing good is left. yes, you've told me to think positively, but i cant see the point. i dont see what you saw and you saw better than i did. i wish i knew but i dont. the idea is beyond me and i cant fathom the thought. my wish has been the same, however, i will try but no promises. until next time.

Sincerely your's
Riley Alcestis

A beautifully written piece. It brought tears as I too am on that final journey of being in control. I will always remember him my protector and jailer. Thank you.

Dear [insert name],

people change dont they? i use to believe change only happens only in death, but i've noticed i was wrong. personalities, appearances, language, thoughts, and even desires all change. one day you may think someone same but yet the next they are different. though i still only believe those experience death can change fully. all are just out-worldly and hold no value to that which is inside. i still remain unchanged though. i remain unmoved by the thoughts of those and things yet unseen that are around me. my insides remain frozen over but yet i give off some heat these days. i wonder about this world that you saw. why is it you remained adamant that though this world is ugly, its still beautiful? is it the ugliness thats makes it so appealing? idk what went through your mind sometimes, but i still trust your judgement. your friends seem ok though i barely talk to them. i snapped at one of them the other day. i id apologize though. i'll try to get along with them but i may just leave them alone all together. so for now, i hope your dreaming well. as said before, until we meet again.

Sincerely yours
Riley Alcestis