I was initially planning on trying a lower dose of T and then slowly working my way up, in the hopes that it would give me more of a chance to see growth. But maybe I'm just being too hopeful.

I've seen quite a bit of results online, both really good and really disappointing, so it's kinda frightening not knowing what to realistically expect. I think seeing all the disappointing results is what makes me want to try so hard for growth. Before I get on T, I'm going to get back into pumping, and I'm taking Yohimbine HCl and Horny Goat Weed for downstairs circulation. I may even end up trying pumping with a cream before actually deciding to try T (as much as I want to start right away).
With all this effort I put in, I'm going to be sadly mistaken when I get little to no results. -_- I get the feeling guys in my family aren't very well-endowed, and I certainly don't have anything spectacular to start off with...