Welcome to Susan's Place. The transition isn't easy but you are making progress so I think soon you will start feeling better about yourself. Because the people here are from all over the sexual spectrum, it pay to be friendly because you learn about other life styles and it help you define what you are. When I was in group, we were a transsexual only group. We talked about other life style options but we never had any exposure to them. Here we can talk to them and we learn as much about them as they learn about us. As for me, I am here because I like helping people out.
If there is anything I can do to help you, let me know.