I'd like to thank you all, especially Suzi, for his/her/zir good points. I suppose I should let out some information:
I'm 13.
My family is almost entirely Christian (I think, or at least not supporting of who I am, though I think I have a place... over 500 miles away in SoCal)
As for counselling, I used to have a therapist, but she was fired. Given the current situation my mum and dad would only hire Christian counselling.
I have gone through depression before. I'm sure I can handle it this time.
I use English spellings, but I don't have any connection to that place. I live near Portland.