So since I finally got my hormone levels stabilized (all it took was the addition of a quantity of finasteride that I started earlier this year) I feel like my mind and body are really changing into what I've always wanted them to be.

But I'm also noticing something about how I feel lately. I really do feel like I'm watching a very slow, one-way transformation in myself and just the thought of being on a one way ticket from male to female... well, it feels sexy. Voluntarily undergoing a one-way transformation presses some surprising buttons for me.

I know this isn't just a transformation fetish. I know that every time I remark on how much the screaming inside my head has gone away since I got my androgen levels down. I really do feel more happy and comfortable as a woman. But I can't deny that just the act of transforming, and of knowing I've transformed and I'm past the point of effectively reversing some of the changes (2 1/2 years on HRT), is actually more than a little bit of a turn-on.

Does anyone else feel this way? That you're not just putting on a female persona, that this is you, but that the transformation is itself a very erotic and sexy thing for its own sake? Am I likely to crash once I've "completed" my transformation (if it's ever really "complete")? Or am I going to continue to feel this right and this sexy as the woman I was meant to be?

I really hope so. I'm not just transitioning to have a sexy life but... well... it's a damned nice perk that I didn't expect!

Quote from: Rose City Rose on September 03, 2015, 12:46:54 AM
So since I finally got my hormone levels stabilized (all it took was an   of finasteride that I started earlier this year) I feel like my mind and body are really changing into what I've always wanted them to be.

But I'm also noticing something about how I feel lately. I really do feel like I'm watching a very slow, one-way transformation in myself and just the thought of being on a one way ticket from male to female... well, it feels sexy. Voluntarily undergoing a one-way transformation presses some surprising buttons for me.

I know this isn't just a transformation fetish. I know that every time I remark on how much the screaming inside my head has gone away since I got my androgen levels down. I really do feel more happy and comfortable as a woman. But I can't deny that just the act of transforming, and of knowing I've transformed and I'm past the point of effectively reversing some of the changes (2 1/2 years on HRT), is actually more than a little bit of a turn-on.

Does anyone else feel this way? That you're not just putting on a female persona, that this is you, but that the transformation is itself a very erotic and sexy thing for its own sake? Am I likely to crash once I've "completed" my transformation (if it's ever really "complete")? Or am I going to continue to feel this right and this sexy as the woman I was meant to be?

I really hope so. I'm not just transitioning to have a sexy life but... well... it's a damned nice perk that I didn't expect!

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I don't know if I feel that way at all. I think I do look better and am happy with my transition so far. I can look in the mirror and be like Damn I'm starting to look good, but that doesn't really turn me on as much as it excites me in nonsexual ways.

Well what do you expect ?
You are having a second puberty 

Just play it safe and avoid drama I'd say 


hugs

I hope that I feel the same way. I'm jealous. Good luck.
Jessi

Jessi

I've felt an intense attraction to myself as my body has changed. I love it.

I'm developing a very intense feeling about my body as my breasts develop and how comfortable the clothes and the shape of my body comform to what I I've always wanted , but frustratingly didn't have. I feel incredibly sensual .

It's damn hot to finally feel like yourself.