Hi, male, 19 years old, heterosexual
About 4 months ago I just discovered that I
may be transgender, but not quite sure. I thought it was impossible to physically change your gender, and I was very ignorant to the transgender term. A lot of the times I wished I was a girl, and now that I learned about ->-bleeped-<-; I just can't ignore it. I would think about changing my gender, maybe every single day..
I considered about transitioning, but that is no easy decision for me. My parents still do not know about this, I've told my friends and siblings and they all support me, so I'm grateful. It's a little hard to approach to my parents because I feel like they will judge me and not support me... and I don't think we feel very connected. But of course this is obviously some shocking news.
But anyways; months passed and I feel better, not feeling dysphoric anymore. I mostly consider myself as genderqueer or genderfluid, but most of the times I want to be female. I generally get excited when I think about being female. I don't think I'll be doing HRT, since my goal is to look 'passable' as both genders. But I want it to the point I can look totally female. Like:
So I'm doing some feminization workouts, not very excessive though because I'm soo lazy haha. I thought about doing laser hair removal, to remove all my facial, leg, arm hairs. I can't do this myself because I can't drive yet, another part of the reason why I'm lazy. So getting to my parents about this will be awkward. My dad already thinks it's weird that I shaved my armpits and called me a girl.
QUESTIONS:
Aside from that, what are some tips/surgeries that I can achieve a full female face/head? What's the best way of approaching this? I don't have any insurance. And funding won't be a problem.
(This is what I want)
I worry that I won't achieve that, but I want to know if FFS is recommended or if I should just go to a place like here
http://www.asiancosmeticsurgery.com/procedures/cheek-reduction/ (or both?) to get a full on female 'head'. Cost estimates would help! And, how hard is it to achieve a feminine body without HRT do you guys/gals think? Is it possible?
I won't be planning to do these surgeries or treatments in a while, and I want to know headstart. I still need tons of researching to do, but I am stumped. I felt like I left out a bunch of questions, it's getting late and I need to fix my sleep schedule. Thanks everyone!
