I'm sure I'm not the only one, but now that I'm out to most people in my life, and wearing women's clothing, I am finding that I am more dysphoric about my manly bits. Finding them getting in the way of sitting how I want to sit.

This is only very mildly distressing, but I'm finding that it's pushing me to contemplate srs more, which I used to find out of the question, even though it's a long way off.

On a side note, WHY DON'T I HAVE GOOD POCKETS!? I hope to get a purse tomorrow, after two weeks of managing without. My jeans and cardigans are my saviours.

Quote from: MichelleZelda on September 05, 2015, 08:12:52 PM
I'm sure I'm not the only one, but now that I'm out to most people in my life, and wearing women's clothing, I am finding that I am more dysphoric about my manly bits. Finding them getting in the way of sitting how I want to sit.

This is only very mildly distressing, but I'm finding that it's pushing me to contemplate srs more, which I used to find out of the question, even though it's a long way off.

On a side note, WHY DON'T I HAVE GOOD POCKETS!? I hope to get a purse tomorrow, after two weeks of managing without. My jeans and cardigans are my saviours.

I've been living it for three years. It's worse now than its ever been. People have convinced me of their opinion of me. I'm way more disphoric and now something would have to change dramatically to make me get SRS. I can imagine the howling emptines of knowing I was going to die alone and ridiculed.