I've been back for a while. Slowly and cautiously returning to everyday wear. I've been working a lot of extra shifts, plus it's very very hot lately, so I've stayed with a lot of seamless VS Pink. (My favorite) plus I've tried to run/workout and they work perfectly with my workout clothes. At the same time it was kind of weird to realize I was wearing the exact same panties as my best friend. Who also gave me bags and bags of her old clothes to donate to goodwill. (Unfortunately they range in size from 1/2 to 2, and while I've lost weight, I ain't no size 2)

I'm slowly working up to girlies fabrics and styles, today I wore vs everyday perfect mesh bikinis, and forgot how lovely they feel. I'm dying to try the new VS body by Victoria line.. But I'll need extra money. Maybe soon.

Right now, I'm still at the panties and expirimenting stage. Maybe I'll go further? Maybe I'll quit completely. Who knows.

I'm getting to the point where I'm almost ready to all about it with someone. Ive already started letting smaller things slip with my above mentioned best friend. The other day I wore my frozen themed socks (complete with glittery trim at the ankle) and she just said "those are cute" so.. Maybe soon

You have a great attitude Kitty.  No pressure for more or less, just follow that path that is you.  Enjoy the fabrics; textures, colors, and how they may you feel.  Best of luck if you decide to share this side of you with your friend... Just maybe she's waiting for you to say it

I don't think so.. We went to VS the other day so she could take advantage of the sale, and she acted like I would be uncomfortable. At the same time she spent the whole time going, ohh look at this this is cute, this is soft, feel this. What about this? Etc..


Side note.. It's frightening watching women paw through those bins during sale time. It's like something out of national geographic. They only thing that seems (weirdly) similar is watching guys paw through bins of comic books at conventions.

Oh people shopping at bargain bins terrify me.  I see such a horrible glimpse of human nature and its very disturbing.

I'm wondering if your friend subconsciously suspects, but consciously hasn't come the rest of the way yet.  Odd that she would think you would be uncomfortable at VS, then engage you in touching and feeling things.

Sometimes it's best just to be out there and direct.  If she's your best friend she's going to understand and hopefully accept and help you.  Things would be so much easier with someone in your corner helping you shop and just converse with about things as they come up.

Side note: huge comic book geek here, so I adore your name