Mademoiselle.Lautys' : The rut is for real.
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Journal of Mlle.
I finally understood the world seems to reset every 20 seconds or so.
Even health and man regenerate at an outstanding rate
I never thought I could withstand aas many wounds and not die.
I am an Elin, I am from creation itself. I have lived long,
So long other races would consider this life a curse. Even death itself is imperminant, This feeling of having your soul
ripped from your body and remateralized at a friendly location near where you die.
I find this sensation blissful. everyone
hates it. But I chose the path of blood, my blades are part of my body and my small body is agile beyond limits, I seem
like i can do saumersaults every 2-3 seconds and barely feel any fatige. I have trained for many cycles to reach the point where
I am destroyer of agrons, vanquisher of gods, champion of the valkyon federation... But what does this all mean. The freaking
world resets every 20 seconds. Vanquisher of gods?
hah. That pest Killian, I used to farm him for Masterwork Alkahest before the explorations
to the north, where we came in contact with the parthians and the baraka homeworld.
There is just me and dougal left.Samuel
was with the argons, his treatchutrie brought the morale of everyone to a low. it was a long time ago,
but the dynamics was never the same
Zolyn and peaylen (SP?)) both died at our final assault to the the demicrons (SP). What came after was the nighmare.
The world resets every 20 seconds or so...
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The world resets every 20 seconds or so...
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I don't even feel like i need to breath anymore. eating. food barely exists.
The great thing about food is that it is shared. I had the luck to taste food a few dozen times.
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What to do with myself...
I vanquiched so many beasts that counting is a futile attemp. they go down by groups. Sometimes even 30 at
a time if I coordinate properly
The feeling of getting your soul ripped out of your body
Nice try. better luck next time.
The consequences are mere.
I drink a aerua and my stamina is back, pay the cleric for my health and i am back where ever I decide to go.
again.
the world resets every 20 seconds or so.
Again,
and again,
the world resets every 20 seconds or so
again
and again,
*harakiri*
the blessful feeling of getting you soul ripped out of your body.
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and again
the world resets every 20 seconds or so.
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I know I have an addiction to death. It is comfort. It is going back to a familiar place.
It is going back... really?
the world resets every 20 seconds or so.
I just feek weak but again, I carry so many of these potions that bring me back to full health.... I carry
I carry so many things on me. There seems to have no weight. I seem incapable to unstand that everything is immaterial.
Immortallity...
No Elin remembers the begining, or we choose to not remember, but we all do. The battles of today mean nothing to us. It
is a passage in time. we have seen and taken ... action? We just did what we always do.
Those forsaken argons.
the world resets every 20 seconds or do
Then the universe.
What the game masters call a patch
New destinations unfold
great, It is new.
I came out of meditation after when we elin call the eternal rest.
The universe cycles
In about 691.200.000 cycles
It took me that many cycles of this world to be where i am after the 'stasis'.
This is nothing compared the ones who let go of the trance earlier.
It was again a new world. Our guardians the popori, protected our people as was tradition. as our people
would let the popori live through the death of the universe.
The stasis keeps the universe apart
She gave up her life to hold alamantia together. the power crystal that hold the world together,
My role in this? Practically everything was done by me. the dirty job. the killing.
the killing
and again.
the world resets every 20 seconds or so
the killing.
Why,
The univers cycles.
the killing.
over
and over.
THE KILLING
WHY ME
Because.
I am the perceiver
The fact that I came out of stasis gave me the gift of perceptions.
A human eye is round.
Mine are shapes like stars. What I see. No other sees.
I see throught time, I see through space, I see into other dimensions.
and I walk in them,
too kill
again
and again
the Argons won.
Finally.
but the world reset AGAIN
We won.
yay?
How can this be a living.
Killing over and over.
The world reset again and here I am killing Nagas or Kumas for Vanguard tokens.
every cycle of my presence is 16.66
400 days 24 hours it is 16.66 days in human years? days. human, the world does not
solely revolve around the sun.
So yes, I am thats yougn. but my body is eternal
Eternal youth is a blessing
The blessed feeling pf coming to life again.
The stasis is pain
the stasis is
the worse thing imaginable.
Imagine the gods made a glue for the universe. thats what we the elin are.
We have been fighting for survival since the beggining of time.
AGAIN
WHAT
HAVE
WE
DONE
WRONG
HOW ARE THE ARGONS STILL THERE.
I traveled throught dimensions
to kill
to kill
to farm?
That pest killian i talked about the god of terror. I farmed him for the challange.
over
and over
Now we are traveling through time and space and dimensions to stop them.
Will this be the final time?
time and space and dimensions.
What are those creatures.
I stoped careing
Dying is bliss
dying is I TRIED
I am a warrior, I am in the frontline.
Imagine a skreetch. the worse sound imaginable.
It is constant. After a while you stop hearing it.
stasis.
Death
immortality
death
immortaliy
the skreech
THE BLOOD.
my body is crushed in a single blow by beasts that even the mightyest of players have gone to die at.
No one ever died.
We succeded in giving immortality to the other races.
But not our kind of immortality.
she is in stasis (
))
To hold the world together.
We tampered with time and space by giving the othe races other then the popori thr gift of immortality.
Their immortality....
What will they do with it
We are battling the argons
OVER
and
over
Just because.
It is horrible.
this life just seems to repeat itself
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