So besdies being stalked, I have been wondering for a looooong time if these people have been manipulating my hormones.. My body gows through irregular changes.. To breast growth and beyond.. I even kept getting random erections due to high testorone.. I then was trying to join the Armt and the shelter I lived in had many army veterans and younger people who were assigned to my corridor or section.. Too much to explain.. Too much.. But besides being targeted I am a slave and trans experiment.. I mean I am so different now.. Even the masculine shied I hold over myself... And they want to convince me I am confused..

I get the entire communities problems... How do you get out of a set up... I knew I was innocent, but knowing I am a targeted individual, having my T increase after a month of being off.. Maune more but significantly.. It deals with wants and needs also.. Scary business..

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Are you seeing a therapist currently? It sounds like you might benefit from one.

Honey, you really need to go and talk to someone ASAP.  I have no idea who is stalking you, manipulating your hormones, or treating you as a slave and a trans experiment, but something's not quite right here.  A long chat with a counselor or a therapist would be a great place to start.

Or if you feel like you're in legitimate and imminent physical danger, then perhaps a trip to your local police station might be a good idea.

Sending you a hug and a hand to hold while you get things sorted out.

Quote from: EtheralBotany on September 14, 2015, 10:12:27 AM
So besdies being stalked, I have been wondering for a looooong time if these people have been manipulating my hormones.. My body gows through irregular changes.. To breast growth and beyond.. I even kept getting random erections due to high testorone.. I then was trying to join the Armt and the shelter I lived in had many army veterans and younger people who were assigned to my corridor or section.. Too much to explain.. Too much.. But besides being targeted I am a slave and trans experiment.. I mean I am so different now.. Even the masculine shied I hold over myself... And they want to convince me I am confused..

I get the entire communities problems... How do you get out of a set up... I knew I was innocent, but knowing I am a targeted individual, having my T increase after a month of being off.. Maune more but significantly.. It deals with wants and needs also.. Scary business..

You are being vilified.

I have exactly the same experience.  Let me guess you are beautiful but not passable?

I can't believe how far and wide the hatred and scrutiny of me spreads and how quickly.  I got paranoid about medication too. Who knows knows what these cowardly bigots would do.

Hang in there and get to an area where trans are accepted,  if there is one, which I doubt.

Good luck, hugs.

Quote from: buttertly on September 14, 2015, 01:32:29 PM
You are being vilified.

I have exactly the same experience.  Let me guess you are beautiful but not passable?

I can't believe how far and wide the hatred and scrutiny of me spreads and how quickly.  I got paranoid about medication too. Who knows knows what these cowardly bigots would do.

Hang in there and get to an area where trans are accepted,  if there is one, which I doubt.

Good luck, hugs.

What am I missing here?  Is it a full moon or something?  I have literally no idea who (or what) is doing all the vilifying, enslaving, manipulating, stalking etc.

Anyone care to elaborate?

Please seek professional help ASAP.  Also, if your living environment isn't safe seek out social services, community services, your family, friends, churches, etc . . . keep reaching out until you get some healthy support.

Take care,

Rachel