Thank you 4 replies ;>
For now I'll be searching this forum again.
I write a blog for polish transman, maybe I'll find an inspiration for my posts. I try to write my blog in very motivating and inspirating style, because I think that is what they need really, except psychoterapy and testosterone, operations. A lot of transguys are demotivated and they belive that they cant do everything they want. They see only obstacles. I'm trying to change place of their focus from complaining to create a new path of thinking.
For example I think like that:
I fu**in hate my voice. (they stop here and add: I'm restless, i hate everything, life is bad bad BAD!)
I need to find a way to lower it.
I do exersises from vocal schools, even rock singing to get sexy hoarse voice.
I do it again and again and start notice lower voice.
I tell everybody they can and should fight so i do progress and inspirate others.
Sorry for lot of text but I love being inspiration for ohers

So... I try to help as much I can. I create guidebook writen optimistic and sometimes funny style (for ex. I did photos of packer with funny comic texts). Im good in make people laugh so... I thought once that transpeople are so sad and they need somebody who will make them laugh and tell them they can be everything they want and how to work their problems.
Im not a specialist but people who read my blog write comments and private messages that they love my style and they smile every time they read my blog. So i think I'm doing good work.
I also create youtube channel but not about transsexualism. I want to show that trans man in Poland can do everything like "normal" people without shame. I get a lot of hate-comments but I never learned as much as while creating this channel. I became smarter and more constant about my sexuality, gender and everything else (like how is my worth or style of humor

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I belive that everybody has one or two strong points of character and these are tools to make out with life. My are creativity,good energy and courage. Maybe Im a little freak so it's easy for me. But if that helps somebody(even one person) - I will do it. I like it

Making videos, writing and designing & motivating, helping, inspirating.
OMG, so long reply.
Shame on me.
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