Hello everyone,

A little update on my soap opera.
After six months of waiting to hear from someone from the transgender program here (was supposed to be three weeks)
one night when i couldn't sleep i sat down and wrote the head doctor explaining what had gone on prior to the big wait and without getting too emotional informed him of my dissatisfaction with their treatment of me and that it felt like i was being rejected.  i added that if they did not feel i am fit for the program the least they could do is tell me that and explain to me why. 

Suffice to say that the doctor called me on the phone a couple of days later and said he had no idea this had been going on and that no i had not been found unfit at all and apologies apologies.  As he is abroad now, i have to wait until November 5 for an appointment with him, but at least i have one.  What i will say during that session i don't know, feel most like just keeping quiet and letting him do the talking and actually think that's prudent, because i am quite upset with them.  i keep wondering (hoping) if he is going to start me on HRT relatively soon. 
Maybe i should not get my hopes up again at all, just can't help myself

linda

My best advice is to be open and honest with your therapist.  If you harbor any ill-will toward him, it will only negatively affect your therapy sessions.  Come out with it immediately when you do see him and work through it together, he won't be offended.  I did this with my therapist when I felt she pulled a bait-and-switch on me for HRT and I'm so glad, it was such a great weight off my shoulders to not have to worry about that in the back of my mind every time we met for a session...

That's solid advice Kristina, i intend to be calm and honest when i see him. 
Thanks