Hi people

. I am not actualy new here, i have visited here a few times in the past few years, but never registered.
My hands are shaking now, i feel like i will explode in tears. This is very, very hard for me.
I have always doubted about beying transexual, and still do, i mean, i always felt that something was wrong with me, but the stories i ever heard about transexuals didn't match with mine. Well, it was until few days ago, i have seen some videos, and read some stories here in this forum that match with my story. And im realizing that has a chance that i am transexual.
One thing i am almost sure about, is that i have at least gender dysphoria. And i am freaking out with this, because if i realy have this, this can make huge changes in my life, and i am not sleeping anymore since i found that.
That's all i can say now, bye!