I am back after about a year or so offline.  I haven't had much luck exploring my gender identity on my own.  I believe I have hit a wall because I am afraid to come out to my wife.  I tried one time after we moved to say that I wanted to have a woman's body but she was afraid of the idea so I didn't say any more about it.  I am fearful of separation because she seems to want a man in her life and not some crazy loon who is trans*.  I don't know how she would really feel but that doesn't stop me from worrying about it.

So I am thinking about trying to see a therapist and wondered if anyone on here was from Lawrence KS and had experience with the therapists around here.  I am hoping I can sort out my feelings and try to find other ways to deal with my dysphoria that will be least disruptive to my immediate family.  We have a loving family unit and I would like to keep it that way.

-Sarah Marie-