Okay It was a dream actually a set of dreams because I kept waking up.
Here is my dreams:
There seem to be something a sort of spirit in the dark.
It was trying to cling to me but I could see it and was afraid of it.
I woke up many times than began dream it all over again.
At one point I was scare and began invoking the name of my God to
send it away out of my dreams. This has worked before, but that is another story.
Anyway I awoke a couple and went back to the dream a few more times but then I seen her.
The image wasn't real clear at first until my fear vanished.
Then I found myself drawn to this women who had blond hair and stood about 5'4".
Somehow in the dream she share with me that she was trapped in limbo and had been that way for
along time.
From 1957; that would have been when I was 6 or 7 years.
When I would have learned the difference between the genders and that my body was male.
(This I woke up realizing but not at the time.)
I could feel her pain and was drawn to her and I embraced her and woke up.
And at that moment I realized I had meet myself the real me that is inside.
I have been afraid of her and what she might do to my family, but now I don't know ..........
I have never dreamed like this before.
I am still processing it all.
Is it a gift?
Lots of feeling but no negative.
Just had to share, I know it sounds crazy but .... It happened.
Jillieann
