This is a thing with me too. While I've mostly accepted that I'm probably trans now, I know it will take a lot of getting used to. My mental image of myself is still male, and really picturing myself as female is not easy right now.

Personally, I have reached a point in my transition where its rather difficult to imagine myself as any gender according to what is "normal" to society and just imagining how my life will be according to Phoenix!

Its easier that way, to be blunt. At least for me it is. Not sure anyone else even feels or thinks that way.

~Nixy~