JoanieC

Thank you! I'm out of the woods and safe. I wish you luck in your transition and I'm so thank to have found this group. Filled with beautiful people and so much support! I'm learning how to be confident. It'll take time since I've been disgusted by myself my whole life. I shall go and read your intro in just a bit. I feel a bit embarrassed that I got so down so fast and that I went into such a dark place. Well and that I posted it on the internet. I haven't been in that place in a very, very long time and it scared the mess out of me. I'll need to remember this carry letter.

Tommi-

I'm sorry that you had a bad Monday too, I hope you're feeling better!

Thank you so much!!

Also, I finally put up a picture of me. I'm nervous about it being up in public before I'm fully out, but it is a reminder each time I look at it of my goals and what I'm working to achieve.

-Kara


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Quote from: Kara.A.I on November 18, 2015, 08:25:17 PM
Also, I finally put up a picture of me. I'm nervous about it being up in public before I'm fully out, but it is a reminder each time I look at it of my goals and what I'm working to achieve.

It's a very nice picture

I think that we would all prefer for someone come here to talk about what is going on with them if they need to - that's what this forum is for. Don't feel bad about about doing that - we are all out on the ledge occasionally, and we all need a shoulder to lean on from time to time.

Eva,

Thank you. That kinda made my week.  Also, thank you for putting it in a new perspective. I would rather lay out all of the darkest thoughts I was thinking/feeling at the time vs not reaching out and acting on it instead. It's not my time, I'd like to see the beautiful woman I blossom into and also fully get to know her.

I told my friend boy how I was feeling about it, and that I forgave him because I know that he's struggling to deal with his sexuality. I did tell him how wrong and betrayed I felt. He hasn't contacted me back but I know he's read my messages. I care a lot about him, but I can't keep playing this "game". He knew how much his actions hurt and he decided to ignore me vs talk it out.

If you can't take me at my worst, you'll never get me at my best.

-Kara


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