So it's CaptainxTatsuo,
I have felt trans-men since, I was young.
Around when I was 14, I was really
struggling to understand my self, with
this feeling of being male and all. I thought
I was going crazy after standing up for someone
whom was LGBT and these bullies were now verbally
attacking me...later that night I snapped and attempted
suicide, luckily it was high tide. I still kept it in and pushed
on. Finally in my twenties I could no longer hold it in. I came out
to my mother with tears running down my face. I'm an only child so
it's still hard for her. I mean she's going to be the big 50!
I feel bad, I mean at first she was all like well maybe your confused.
I explain no I'm not confused.
One of the first things I did was change my name, my former
name drove me crazy. I knew with that old name I would not pass
at all. I have lived and identified as make since 2007, recently in 2015
I started T, been on that for a total of a month and 12 days. I have noticed
some changes within the first week that I really feel have allowed me
assistance and remaining calm and managing my anger.
I remember back before I came out people would call me
it, and dyke and stuff like that. People never thought to ask.
I mean in my case it's not about the sexuality part, for me
more of gender Identity.
My bosses are pretty chill about it
and as long as I do my job, they are happy.
My bosses make sure to use the right pronouns
so as not to confuse our clients.
As for how I found this site good ale google has
never steered me wrong, that's how I found this
website full of great people.