For me there are so many aspects of living my true self, from clothes to presentation to how other  woman react to me an how children react seeing me as female compared to my past life. For me one of the most fun things I'm encountering is how men react to me. Sexually I'm bisexual. I'm finding it so interesting to dress feminine and be appreciated by men as a woman. It's so totally different from presenting as a male. I admit a lot of men do nothing for me , but the ones that do . I love being treated gently .
I was in the hospital a while back for an operation and one of the doctors talked to me so sweetly I melted. I was at the health clinic yesterday waiting in a room for my doctor and this guy who either was a doctor or a nurse popped his head in  and saw me and said that he definitely had the wrong room and apologized. He stood there looking in my eyes so sweetly. Then there are my little hang ups , cops. I love a tall strong masculine man in a police uniform. It just drives me bonkers. There was a handsome cop a few days ago that  goes to the coffee place I go for my wifi He looked at me and gave me such a cute smile. I'm just finding this adventure quite exciting.

Thats amazing. You are beautiful... I dont know why guys are sweeter to women in general but they are.

Id imagine its not the reactions that I will enjoy the most... But the freedom to be feminine all day long. To be girly. Its the no restrictions aspect. To be myself. To wear pink and reds. To have long hair. To look into a guy and be ask out on a date... Not on a blue moon "I want to have sex with you only". To meet real men. To find true love. To get married. To die in the arms of my true love.

yes it can happen

Stephanie, that is wonderful. For me it is just being able to live as my authentic gender and for the most part do so without judgment from others. I can freely go while wearing what clothes and related items i want to along with where I want to. There isn't anything more exciting than that for me. Hugs
Mariah

I agree with Mariah2014, just to be able to be myself knowing that I won't have to lie anymore or that I won't have to think how to react every time, that's the best feeling. It is also really excited when I go to client meetings and they look at me and talk to me and the only thing they can see is a woman looking back at them!! That's a really excited and amazing feeling!!!

I just love gettimg to be me in every way and everywhere. I am getting to know myself so much better and new hope and joys well up every day. I finally grew up and I am so excited for my future.

Quote from: Mariah2014 on December 04, 2015, 11:17:48 PM
Stephanie, that is wonderful. For me it is just being able to live as my authentic gender and for the most part do so without judgment from others. I can freely go while wearing what clothes and related items i want to along with where I want to. There isn't anything more exciting than that for me. Hugs
Mariah

Yes , freedom to be, it's great. I'm sitting right now at a Subway sandwich shop on the ground level of my apartment building across the street from the University in my pink dress with all the college students coming and going and nobody giving me the evil eye.

Quote from: Kellam on December 04, 2015, 11:28:43 PM
I just love gettimg to be me in every way and everywhere. I am getting to know myself so much better and new hope and joys well up every day. I finally grew up and I am so excited for my future.

yea, growing up is fun.

Hi to all

I love being myself and being looked at and treated like a women. I love being able to feel pretty and have a handsome man to hold you and love you, To feel his arms around you and melting softly into each others warm and loving arms. To feel free.To not be judged.  Not to be called out ever by anyone and to have the confidence of a beautiful women. To wear whatever I want to wear a skirt a dress, or pants. 

Feeling Blessed by God to be who I am 
Lyndsey Marie Burke

Expressing my femininity and being treated like a lady is the most exciting aspect for me.

I am really girlie when it comes to dressing, i love to wear clothing that expresses my femininity, I wear lots of dresses or skirts, i love wearing high heels, i wear makeup, paint my nails. I celebrate being a woman in the way I dress. I also love to wear sexy lingerie and I am a bit of g-string/thong junkie.. but these parts of my femininity is just for me and my boyfriend.

Other ways to express my femininity, I love my long hair and love to style it. I have pieced ears, navel and nose and get to show off my piercing in summer when i wear my bikini. I also have 3 tattoo's, lovely feminine designs, one on my lower back, lower stomach and on my left ankle. Do want more, I want a total of 6 tattoo's... maybe  one on my shoulder blade, my wrist and i dunno where the 6th one must be.

all the thing above appear superficial, but i get to show off on the outside, how I feel on the inside and I love to celebrate this.

I remember the first time I got flowers was amazing and a gentle man opening a door for me feels nice.

 

it doesn't sound superficial to me.

Finally being able to be myself.
Finally being accepted and treated by other women as one of them.
No longer being a gangly, awkward and desperately unhappy and frustrated person.
FINALLY happy to greet each day with more enthusiasm than I think I've ever had before.

All the fears, all the worry, all the despair.

The half written suicide note.

The plans of how to step in front of the train.

Now .... freedom.

Girls in the shop, 'Hi Cindy how are you going? Have you had a good week'

My hairdresser openly flirting.

My male management team treating me as if my IQ has decreased by 100

Complaining to my female coworkers .. and they say, "Ye he is a pig always treats women that way'

My boyfriend.

My wife.

My family.

Acceptance by myself and by others.

No longer wanting to die.

Release.

Quote from: Cindy on December 05, 2015, 02:58:36 AM
Girls in the shop, 'Hi Cindy how are you going? Have you had a good week?'

Yeah, I'm greeted by name at a number of shops/cafes too. I have to say it threw me for a six at first, I was definitely not used to people, especially women, treating me with such enthusiasm. Used to it now. It's nice!

To finally be able to express my gender freely by wearing what I want and just be me and not to feel that I am pretending to be someone else. I love my make up and be able to wear it with confidence and have someone appreciate it. Lastly, to be seen by everyone as a woman and be treated with kindness and respect.

Like a breath of fresh air.

To be free of the cage of hiding your true self is quite the feeling.

Stay awesome everyone

Being free and who I am

Just going about my life being treated like me

Maybe exciting isn't the word for what you asking about for me.Content,centred and quite ordinary are how I feel.It's nice to not be misgendered pointed at etc but mostly just getting on with my life.

This board would be a lot less interesting without Stephanie bringing up all these nice little talking points.  Thank you for your tireless, pondering mind haha